The Road Less Taken.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Straight from dictionary:

Jealousy typically refers to the thoughts, feelings, and behaviors that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. This rival may or may not know that he or she is perceived as a threat.

How to cope?

Admit it den try to overcome it?

Like mepek! how to overcome if its hard to control?

btw, the reason y im stressing about this is my own.im like so confused about myself.

explanation:
I dun have any more feelings 4 gerls.i feel like i cnnt love gerls..for now i hope.i want to get married u noe..huhu!
n even though i have no 'gatal' for gerls, i do feel jealous..like mepek kn! da jealous one thing, den i like unhapi wif her sumore.like i have no right to be.but i was unhapi.stupid sey

den wanting to be gay is not an option although it was a suggestion given.butt! no! no gay!

i want to like gerls.i want to be straight.
the only unsettled thing is my stupid uncontrollable
feelings of jealous. a fren told me dat shows i still am straight bt nt fully ready 4 a relationship.
so i have to wait 4 dis ordeal to go away.
coz y?
coz i realli2 cannt handle jealousy.
cnnt thn sey!bt nvm laa
next time continue.
now wanna slip!
so nites!

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Lamey blogged at 12:19 AM