The Road Less Taken.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Hey!
to all those hated ppl!
You cn burn in hell!
hahahah

ohh y ohh y?
why am i soo good?
aiiyoo yooo
they say the good guy alway wins.
but!hahah
i never win!haha
so so!it means im not good.n it means i dun have to be good.
ohh yes yes!
so so i can start be not good.hahaha.mepek nye

i've been wanting to try drinking..erm...
kk put that on hold.
how abt breaking my record of 5 sticks in 10 mins.erm erm...
n n ..nthlaa...
n!! yes!doing wad guys do best!
cheating!
ahahaha.
cb laa.hahah.i need to be tougher wad..soo sooo must do wad mat sutuns do.you don't like mw for who i am?den screw me!just go shoo shoo!Do not judge me you motherfcukers!fcuk you!
mcm nk uat
tattoos?erm erm...considering..mcm vile valo?amcm?
ahahha
hey!
just had my 2nd day of attachment.like so mendak siow sia!
like erm okay laa.did some jobs..her & there.den okay..like mcm nk quit ah.but let's see how the rest of the days is goin on.
soo see ya!update nex time ppl!tke cre!i wanna go smoke smoke smoke!wooohooo!!

I'm feeling real low now.i really don't know what to do.she uses really harsh words to throw me away.it was really upsetting.After reading her blog.was even more heart breaking.By some other stuffs too.i won't tell about what.is she realises then good la.if not.haha!tkpe laa.im born to be cheated at.haha!satu laki tk cukup.haha.ape laa.
okay laa.da stress btl ah.aku mmg lahir kuat jealous.ape nk uat.
to that mat-kau tk suke aku kau leh mati la pukimak!sial pe bdk!aku tk penat sia rase marah gini.aku jumpe kau.hidup tk slamat ah sial!

Lamey blogged at 11:45 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Hey hey !

Yea, i noe irritating isn't waiting for me to update but i didn't.
same reason busy but with dunno wad as usual.

Ohh ya.
I recently made a new fren.
His name is Asthma.
We meet on friday.& we've been friends till now.
I really enjoyed my time wif him.
He really knows how to make me suffer.
opps!sorry.make me breatheless.
ya.
Thnx dude.Love you!

k done.

Another story.
How about my life?
Im not straight.(some may know)
It really is goin up & crashing down.
Some are really great times.
but other times.
It really sucks.

i don't really know what i want now.Its like so so many decisions decisions.
Why why soo pressurising?
alamak..
chill laa.
I'll live long enuf.
no need to rush kn

n n
now kk
let me..
erm........
refresh on my life.

I broke up with my ex.
I lost all feelings for gerls.
I changed.
into...another person.
Someone with a stoned-heart.
I cnt love another gerl ever since.
so day & night i find sumone to love.but failed.
Till i found an interesting one.
I dunno y but i feel soo gagagugu everytime i see her.

It all started on the 1st day of sch.
i went into sch hall.found my class.sat.looked at my future classmate.'ohh damN!how cool cn dey be?"
but it ain't kind to say that.so shhh.I was looking ard.& i saw this gerl.she was looking ard too wen she suddenly stopped n looked at me.she smiled at me.i was like."eh, pe je pompan ni senyum2 kt aku"but i smiled bck.
after a few days.i kept bumping into this gerl n she kept smilling at me.
Till one day.I was attracted.odd though how i was attracted just by her smile.
as days passed, my liking for her grew more.I want her!so i aked ard for her name.got to noe she was my classmate's fren.classmate refused to tell her name.told me to go asked myself.so after sch again begged to noe her name.but still cnt get it.n got to noe.another guy is chasing her.so,haizz.decided to give up.
nex day,went to lockers.took things n was waiting for lift.saw her!wah!its was really heart melting.But remembered abt that other guy.so kept quiet.was wif fyan that time.was standing in front of lift.she walked behind me.n when she passes me.i looked at her frm behind.awww!wow!den alamaK!she pusing ah!alamak!alamak!den was waiting for lift t open.den open den went in.just abt to clse.he tahan the door.asked for the gerl's name.I was liked.alamaK!yan!jgn mepek ah kau.fcuk laa.malu laa aku.gt to noe her name.went bck to the lift.'fcuk laa yan.asl sey kau.malu ey aku.'
"name die Z"
'WoooooHOOOOO!!!baik ah yan!hahah.thnx thnx!haha.so..Z....'
days passed, saw her alone after sch.was wif yan n nabil.
yan:' Eh lame,gi ah mntk num die.'
me:'tknk ah.aku tk tau sia mcm ne'
yan teach me how to.
bt his werds fell on deaf ears.i was bz admiring her beauty.
hahaha.den me'ahh.kk.boleh.cn cn.aku kool.kene uat.'
so i walked,my heart was beating soo fast.i walked slowly frm bhind i faced her side.
me:Hie, erm tgh..tgu...kwn eh?
Z:Hello,ah2 tgh ....tgu die...
Me:erm..*taking out hp*can...i...erm....erm...hv ur number?
Z:*looked straight into the eyes for some time n smiled*
Me:*thinking,alamaK!tk spt ah.fcuk ah.malu nyee.alamak*
Z:ahh....okay....*give num*
Me:nk letak name ape eh?
Z:ohh....erm.....XXX(1st name)..........tk tk..erm...XXXX(middle name)
ME:ohh..kk..erm...kla...i gtg ah..k...tke cre....bye...
Z:ohh..kk...bye...
I walked away..straight to yan n bil.signalling them to move out of sch straight to bustp.I was extemely overjoyed.I was walking towards bustp.suddenly,from afar.spotted Z wif fren walking to bustp.Me:eh lamak!eh cepatceptdie dtg ah.
we walked fast so bustp.den bus pn dtg.we toke it.it seems Z is oso taking it.alamaK!we sat on the 2nd deck.was too shy oredi sey.
hahahaha.
So days passed, i was soo damn happy to be contacting her.but as time pass, it seems as though she doen't like me.so asked a fren to like help ah.likeshe doen's reply my msges.
sad moment.i was really stucked on her.She really opened my heart.I was soo stuck on her ven wen she msges me an empty msg.i was soo happy.i could do anytin for her.she wanted flowers.i cn buy.since V'dae is nearing,i wanted to buy it for her.one fine day, gt to noe her classmate likes me.she told me that she was jealous.i was feeling soo loved!i was soo confident that she likes me.
but one fine day.a day or two b4 V'dae, my fren told me she told him Im not her type.
I was realli crushed, beaten, smashed into pieces.I cry seyy.alamak!i was really in love sey with her.I drank her love potion i was drunked by her sight,voice & love.
it took me alot of time to forget her.Coz she was the only gerl hu opened my heart for love.I was...sooo...Bombed by her rejection.
i guess maybe ard 2 mths i was still feeling the pain.

soo after this incident.I cnt find another one to replace her.Someone who cn make me go gagagugu by her sight, melts me with her voice, electrifies me by her touch & burn me in her love.soo ya..

& now...They're 2.
I hv reasons for not picking.

soo till nex time.i'll update my sad stroy. tke cre you you ppl.

I loved, I Crushed, I moved on.

Labels: I lived a day passed

Lamey blogged at 12:46 AM