0644hrs

hello. its after suboh now. not asleep yet. yea. shit.

so yeah. just to update abit only.
yesterday lepak-ed with wawan, afdally, fullat, and Mat&Gf. Ful told me there's alot of people ah coming down. wah sey. only 6 people only. alipi hilang rayray hilang. wah sey.
kla whatever la. oh yea. conferm shit now im in the process of perfecting my gulung skills. learned by myself eh. not taught by anyone. erm okay maybe a little help by wan, but thats all. so it still counts me as maut jgk ah. woohoo!

then went home with mat then otf with gf then Zzzzzz. hope gf's okay.


okay now emo shit part. for the faint hearted, viewer discretion is advised. thank you


these past few days, stress gile bab siol. da gdh ngn bapak aku. mak aku lak sakit. gdh ngn gf lgk. alaaamak. aku tk salah, tapi disalahkan. wah sey. kene panggil bodoh, bingai(whatever that is), etc. why? coz i cared for my grandmother more than my brother. geram sia. mak aku tau aku dpt sakit ni psl aku stress, beh simpan prasaan, lgk dpt stress, habis ah. KO ahh. bleeding ah sampai badan jadi merah penuh ngn darah. kadang2 eh, aku rase mcm nk dpt sakit yang tk leh baik ah mcm cancer ke pape ah aslkan aku mati. ah aru ah tau uat aku gini. bukan aku benci bapak aku ah, just mcm, tk tau la. tkpe la. aku slalu eh disalahkan walaupun tak salah. ahh. ape seyy. beh tkpela. since bapak aku so tahan aje ah.
and gf lak. smlm mlm, tadi agi la kirekn, ape yang u kate same ngn ape dulu dikatakan. i da warn u dulu, jgn nk suro i pilih. jgn tanye sape lagk penting. dengar aje la cakap i. i sayang u. i sayang dorang jgk. kawan mcm drg susah nak carik. pompan mcm u pon susah nak carik. jadi please la you, jangan uat i gitu lagk ah. and kalau u nak tanye i soalan, jangan tanye mcm u tuduh i gitu. tanye betol betol. i tau u care tapi just jangan overdo it ah sometimes.
and fcukers, i love you all. macam ape beel kate, kawan dari kecik(padehal sec 1 ah, tapi okay la. gasak die ah) so we grow up together, mesti rumah mcm blk beel. sume facing each other. stress ah pasal drg jagk. stress psl
ful-mcm ne nk dpt palat mcm die. mat- mcm ne nk dpt gigi mcm die. wan-nk dpt rambut cool die. nas-dpt DUA palat ke leher(cool sia). ray- dpt kt hidung. beel-3D!!(favoured) alip-the nose rolling thing. mul-curry pap die
and also nk dpt my ite friend nye good looking ness(yan, chey chey. malam dapat pe) haha

see alot of things to think about sia. habis ah stress.

so yeah. thats about all ah. aiyo. next monday going for my scope. seram ah kalau dapat tau bad news. hais

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0134hrs

hello. so yea. im on the phone now, while updating this, and finding psp games, also music-cing. yeah okay so so yea. holidays already, but it'll all pass so fast. and next Monday's the day! argh!! ork ork ork!

so errm yea, hope nothing serious would turn out. no cancer whatever shit. k oh yea, ter-remembered something funny that happened in the ward. haha. accidently(as if), i called out to a bald man, botak! haha. damn funny sia. lucky never kene whack ah me! scary u know. the guy big size, big muscles, scary face and his bald! its shiny too! dont say im a scardy cat cause if u were me, you guys wuld have pee-ed in your pants man. tsk! brrrr!

ohh yea erm i hope to go out somewhere soon, but dont know where, as long as go out. like soo dull at home. all i can do is psp, sleep, psp, sleep again. ohh eat, drink all etc la. oh nevermind.

okay got to gotos now. soo long and goodnight. jeng!

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2237hrs

so hello. yeah. today's gonna be my last day before attachment starts. although its for only a week, but still.. Aiyoo. and its gonna be an A class ward so yea. i hope it'll be a little relaxing. with air-con, private rooms, private toilets, private patients, etc. and tomorrow I'm morning shift, Im with Yan. like Yey! haha. so patients there, just get ready la be rumble!! woooo!

yeah okay. now im doing nothing. just updating bloggy, and thinking about stuffs. about 30 march, about me, about taslim, about I, about you, about kawang2, about attachment, about you again, about fcuking some guys, about you again, about... ermm. i think that's about it. yeah. only 18 and got a lot to think about.

i would like to tell the whole world again that i love my friends so much. yeah.
and also, I'm the coolest person in the world. why? cause I'm just am. :) thank you thank you thank you, you're far too kind. jeng jeng jeng jeng!!

so yeah, so till next time humans. Gotto fly! supa dupa fly(culik dali yan ah)

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2030hrs

hello. woo! finally a gathering of the 9 + 4 buggers. but at least we all did meet up. macam happy sungguh.
so yesterday around 6 me, Gf, ray, wan & ful met up at my void deck. so all together is 5 people la so we cannot take cab. so me, Gf & ray took a cab 1st while wan & ful took the bus. i was carrying a biggy tray of fried rice and ray was carrying 5 kilos of chicken. so imagine how much suffering it is to carry and walk with it till we reach our pit. lucky the pit was near, if not ah. dont know la. just lucky only la. k dah
then we reached then, there was alip, beel, faris, mul & maz. wah! before that nabeel call me, he said everyone was hungry and grumpy. i thought there's alot of people. padehal itu jek. grrr then okay they all digged in the rice. alot of compliments by them. biase jgk. Katy yang masak pe.
Soon, the rest of the gang shows up. there's elmmy & sammy, helmi, nashdal, fehrin, mat & gf. if i miss your name, too bad eh. bad memory ah. abeh asl ? kau nk uat ape? kk dah dah.
then they all munch2 on the rice. the barbequing begins. there's chicken, hotdog, crabstick and beel. opps! yeah true. we bbq nabeel as well. he like really noisy ah. sadly he thought that since the charcoal turns white after being burnt, he didn't. sorry beel. hopes & dreams crashed, crushed, destroyed, spit at. :(
so then as time passes dalby man pon sampai, then me ful dal ray went to the pool area.
and wooo. dont judge me ah people. you think i kental at pool rite, well. you're all wrong!! im the best there is, the best there was and the best there ever will be, pool player. Wooooo for taslim! *woooooook*
1st game between me and ful. i won. as usual la kan.
2nd game is between me & ray VS ful & dal. we won again!
3rd game is the best match ever. Me & ful VS dal & ray. We beat them with our eyes closed, heads turned away, ears stuffed with tissue, mouth taped, hands tied behind my back, legs tied and lastly holding the pool stick thingy with no hands. WE BEAT THEM!! WOOOO!!! HOORAY FOR THE KENTALS!!
so next, the rest of them started to drink. the only ones not drinking are me, ray, alip and mat. and lucky they're not so irritating. if not kene pump ah drg. eh beel eh. pump eh. k then me & Gf slept, although tk tenang, but will do. at least i have my rest. so then woke up, cleaned myself, ate at mac then head for home. k done
yes ahh. k now i want to go snort. k muah

i really enjoyed my time with you guys. i love you all so much. like Beel said(when he was drunk),' kite kawan dari kecik, and kalau boleh sampai tue nak mati. aku sayang korang sume eh. pape ade hal picit je, aku leh mati untuk korang. satu snort sume snort eh. Jim Beam eh. Snort Snort Snort. King Robert*salah spelling paiseh ah*' this is what mostly beel said. some maybe i add ah. but the main thing is, i really love you guys. yes, im the horniest freak but still i'll always be like this forever. If for a min im not horny, it isn't me. k dah. so last, love you fcukers again. love you helmi and faris and elmmy. ermm fehrin..okay la. member jugak la. Bal? err. wua tk kenal sgt ah, so aku panggil kau kawan aje la eh. so k dah. oh love you to dear.

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12.09am

Okay so just got home from lepaking with the boys just now. initial plan was to study at mat's place. butt! beel wan ful came. so yea. they psycho-ed me to lepak. aiyoo. exam stress hilang jap while with them. so we went from mat's place to cs. they makanmakan then we went to.. ermm ohh yeah. to beel's blk. lepak-ed there. talk talk yada yada.(yada yada word aku eh beel, jgn nk curik. bloody haka noodle!) then we discussed about the oncoming pit on the 13 on march. at pasir ris. details pls call beel or any of the fcukers. those who wants lobs inform beel latest by wed eh. and also those who wants to bukak botol, inform beel too. anything je la tell nabeel la. yeah. oh soo i guess thts all. now want to outs.
ohh! if any of u guys knows where to get a reliable source for psp games tell ehh. i dont want to hear pspiso or utorrent la. k thnks soo nighty nights. muah

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