The Road Less Taken.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

0644hrs

hello. its after suboh now. not asleep yet. yea. shit.

so yeah. just to update abit only.
yesterday lepak-ed with wawan, afdally, fullat, and Mat&Gf. Ful told me there's alot of people ah coming down. wah sey. only 6 people only. alipi hilang rayray hilang. wah sey.
kla whatever la. oh yea. conferm shit now im in the process of perfecting my gulung skills. learned by myself eh. not taught by anyone. erm okay maybe a little help by wan, but thats all. so it still counts me as maut jgk ah. woohoo!

then went home with mat then otf with gf then Zzzzzz. hope gf's okay.

okay now emo shit part. for the faint hearted, viewer discretion is advised. thank you

these past few days, stress gile bab siol. da gdh ngn bapak aku. mak aku lak sakit. gdh ngn gf lgk. alaaamak. aku tk salah, tapi disalahkan. wah sey. kene panggil bodoh, bingai(whatever that is), etc. why? coz i cared for my grandmother more than my brother. geram sia. mak aku tau aku dpt sakit ni psl aku stress, beh simpan prasaan, lgk dpt stress, habis ah. KO ahh. bleeding ah sampai badan jadi merah penuh ngn darah. kadang2 eh, aku rase mcm nk dpt sakit yang tk leh baik ah mcm cancer ke pape ah aslkan aku mati. ah aru ah tau uat aku gini. bukan aku benci bapak aku ah, just mcm, tk tau la. tkpe la. aku slalu eh disalahkan walaupun tak salah. ahh. ape seyy. beh tkpela. since bapak aku so tahan aje ah.
and gf lak. smlm mlm, tadi agi la kirekn, ape yang u kate same ngn ape dulu dikatakan. i da warn u dulu, jgn nk suro i pilih. jgn tanye sape lagk penting. dengar aje la cakap i. i sayang u. i sayang dorang jgk. kawan mcm drg susah nak carik. pompan mcm u pon susah nak carik. jadi please la you, jangan uat i gitu lagk ah. and kalau u nak tanye i soalan, jangan tanye mcm u tuduh i gitu. tanye betol betol. i tau u care tapi just jangan overdo it ah sometimes.
and fcukers, i love you all. macam ape beel kate, kawan dari kecik(padehal sec 1 ah, tapi okay la. gasak die ah) so we grow up together, mesti rumah mcm blk beel. sume facing each other. stress ah pasal drg jagk. stress psl
ful-mcm ne nk dpt palat mcm die. mat- mcm ne nk dpt gigi mcm die. wan-nk dpt rambut cool die. nas-dpt DUA palat ke leher(cool sia). ray- dpt kt hidung. beel-3D!!(favoured) alip-the nose rolling thing. mul-curry pap die
and also nk dpt my ite friend nye good looking ness(yan, chey chey. malam dapat pe) haha

see alot of things to think about sia. habis ah stress.

so yeah. thats about all ah. aiyo. next monday going for my scope. seram ah kalau dapat tau bad news. hais

Labels: Stress

Lamey blogged at 6:44 AM